I'm scared of this
You're on some brink
I'm terrified
Can't even think
My hands are shaking
My vision blurs
My ears ring
With painful words
This ache is worse
Than slicing blows
How I hate myself
God only knows
Bring me down
Make me cry
Kick me hard
And don't tell me why
I wish I could
Listen to your thoughts
Find out what
You consider my faults
I try to be good
I want to be right
Your perfect person
Too passive to fight
whatever I did
Can't I take it back?
Will you ever forgive me
Or persist your attack
I cry for you 'cause
I'm so deep in emotions
I'm drowning in them
Lost out in the ocean
I'll give you your space
I'll wait for a time
When YOU'LL tell me the truth
And not hide it inside.